

This baby arrived on Saturday, 2nd May 2009 at 155pm.
Okay, that wish is for all adults who worked their asses off the past year since last year's labour day and today's their day, and for those of you who are reading this post, that wish is for you too!
I've been pretty slacked the past few days. Been sitting around at home, watching gossip girls episodes after episodes, as well as hitting the pool for a swim twice a week. I don't know why, since the MINDEF enlistment letter entered my letterbox, i've been sleeping late, and thinking alot lately.
One side of me really look forward to going to pulau tekong. Breathing in a new life, having had to wake up early in the morning and doing morning PTs and drills and whatnots. Having had to learn the ways of the military.
But the other side of me felt like ns is sucha a waste of time. All i will be doing is training to be a combat-fit soldier to protect my homeland and blablabla.
What bothers me most is the very fact that after my basic military training (BMT), i will have to go for further training as an officer (OCS) or sergeant (SISPEC). Training of 9 mths for the former, 3-6 mths for the latter. ARGHHHHHHH! i'm in the enhanced batch, u see. so they say there's alot of leadership courses and whatnots. =_="""""""".
Why can't i be like ibnu??? He went for the bmt, after pop, he is posted out as a military driver. And for his two years in ns, he drove luxury cars as well as military vehicles for VIPs. And because of that, he's done clocking the minimum mileage required to convert it to a class 3 driving license for FREE once his ns is completed.
DAMN.
sometimes i hate to be a leader. having to lead and showing example is natural for me, but having had to make all these sacrifices so that i can be a much better leader can sometimes be very frustrating and demoralizing.
but sometimes, i love being a leader. i love being in command and instructing and teaching and imparting knowledge to my fellow followers so that perhaps one day, my grooming will make them into a much better leader than me today.
yadayadayada, conflicted emotions. pffffft.
i went to NTUC supermarket yesterday, ALONE, for grocery shopping. the plan was to just shop for groceries, as requested by daddy, and get the hell outta there as there's like alooooottt of people doing grocery shopping too!!! haha!
yeap, grocery shopping, and on a side-note, babe scoping. which basically means, scoping and getting to know potential girls. not all babes are at the beach or in town, mind you.
so i was just walking along, looking around at potential targets while acting as if im really looking for ALOT of stuff to buy. then... i saw her. for some reason, she's not a full ten maybe rated around a 7-8, yet there's something about her that makes me tingle.
maybe she's fair skin. maybe her eyes are attractive. maybe she's wearing that white shiny silk-lookalike dress that makes her beautiful. or maybe because she's holding a 1 litre strawberry yoghurt that i am about to buy.
and so began the war. the war of having to go to her and saying hi and engage in an engaging conversation with a pretty lady. then, i remembered. my dating game mentor told me opportunities always come and go. just go and say hi with a sincere smile. the worst i could ever get is a "what the fuck do u want?" face. heh.
so i psyched myself, looked at her, think of all the potential openers that i memorised, chose one, edit it according to the situation, and went up to her.
With confidence and smiling..... "Hey. Hi. Actually i need a quick female opinion on something. U see, my niece's birthday is coming up and she really like those stuffy animals..........."
So we had a chat about stuffed animals right in front of the milk and juices area of the supermarket. lilo and stitch, teletubbies, tigger, winnie the pooh, kangaroos, and all the cartoon characters we can think of, which we find it funny in the end cuz we're talking abt it right in the middle of a supermarket.
Once i saw she's easing herself at me, i quickly end the convo.
"Look i gotta run. My dad gonna kill me if i'm back home late...." yadayadayada.
u see, if i were to continue talking to her about alot of different things and make her laugh again and again, then i'll just be like any other guys. pushing her and hoping that she'll be interested in me. that's not my objective. my objective in talking to her today is to get her number as soon as she got comfortable with me and get the hell out of there.
why? cuz when i get the hell outta there, with the chemistry that i created between us, and her laugh and smile and she seeing that im not some emotional freak, that will let us leave the conversation on a positive energy and when i contact her two days later, she'll have me in a positive light. and i'll continue making her smile and smile and smile somemore.
it's all about the art of the game. and i'm still learning it, step by step. and so i left NTUC with my groceries, as well as Kristina's number. i'm a happy man. haha!
gonna crash now, it's been a long day. good night everyone. =)